steady me…

feeling a little good… feeling of a man who doesn’t give a damn… come what may… happy-go-lucky… forgetting each and every shit that happened… always laughing like hell… smiling is always been easier than explaining why i’m sad… throwing senseless jokes and making everybody happy… everyday is the same thing… steady living…
                   love..? still searching for the RIGHT one… someone i can give my whole trust… someone who doesn’t eat what she says… not insensitive… not a cock sucker… more matured… someone MUCH MUCH better… i hope it’s the girl in my mind… and hey you! get the fuck out of my sight please… you’re starting to piss me off… haha just kidding… just keeping it steady… can we be cool again..? don’t worry i have nothing against you and your FB… i mean BF… let’s be friends ok..? peace! o_OV
                    steady feeling… steady life… yeah full of sins…