a little help please…

                       i’m getting desperate… i don’t like what’s happening… not this way… i never wanted to hurt her or make her feel bad… help me change my acts… i almost lost her… she was serious… i swallowed my whole pride that night… now i feel the changes… will history repeat itself..? i hope not… forgive me LORD if turn into a demon if she leaves me… haha… but no joke, i swear to YOU… all i need is her trust and your guide… i’ll do anything for us to be together… for us to stay strong… oh please, GOD HELP ME…