the bleeding has stopped…

               damn it was hard… i thought i will not be able to get through it… yes i was hurt… big time… like shooting me and leaving me to die… i suffered the consequences of love… i should have used my head…
               it’s over… i forgave her… it wasn’t easy but, i will just kill myself if i will still try to fix it… i’m not the forcing type… i chose to let her go… let her live without any worries and frustrations… i just wish that we’re in good terms… you can trust my words from now on… i learned to forget and now i can finally say that i have moved on… sincerely speaking…
               right now all i want is to go back to my sanctuary… yes, my sanctuary… i was blinded before… i made it so complicated… more than two months of thinking and "preparing"… now i’m ready… ready to face the people i hurt before… ready to accept any consequences that they’ll throw to me…
               see you guys soon… i hope…
               and to you… stay happy and safe… wish you all the best…

                                                                                      -st. mArviN-