wasted what..?

                   and still fighting the urge… putting all of my faith and trust… hiding my frustrations… lost someone special… yes, it was fatal… i thought we we’re invulnerable… sigh… enough of this sentimental lines…

                      gamble here, gamble there… everyday is the same thing… better than staying at home and ordering the furniture to stand still… just freeing myself from boredom… loosing up a bit… trying to replace the yearning with laugh trips and stupid pranks… oh yes… easy come, easy go… hmm… on second thought, NO… it’s never easy forgetting something you loved more than your life… dunno what will happen next… i said this before right..? my mind is troubled again… well, got nothing more to say… another senseless post…